walking in the hose is a blast..

this is me with no makeup on..just lipstick!

i will put the video on later..firefox keeps crashing..

i went to therapy again this morning, not knowing just what we were going to do...after all i wasnt being wrapped anymore..it was fun.i will miss talking with my therapists..she is really nice and someone i know i can get along with..i may have to go by there sometime just to say hello..i have one more time next week so i may get some pics then of me with her..iam doing well with the hose and it is really making a difference with my legs..i can walk better and even faster now..

i went to work this evening thinking i would get a crowd, after all its friday and the kids are getting out of school..i had a total of 3 customers on my shift..i couldnt believe it..it was so disappointing..but i made it work for me..i went out when the weather started changing and it was cooler and i walked..i took my pedometer this evening and wore it, and it said i walked a mile and a half in 30 minutes..i was so excited..i was breaking my record and it was due to these hose..i was walking and i wasnt even tired..i just kept walking to see how long it would be before i got a customer..but we never did so i got closed up and went home..it was cold and no one was thinking of snocones..i did however have some pain in my heart while i was walking tonight..in fact i have had it for 3 nights now..the first night it lasted for 30 minutes and last night not too much..but tonight it was while i was walking and it lasted 10 minutes..its a heavy pressure in my heart..and i dont know how to deal with it right now..but iam watching it..i made a video on here to show you me walking tonight..i was bored and i am sure you can tell that..hehe

i took a few pictures of me today and i didnt have any makeup on just the lipstick and i actually looked okay..i usually dont like myself without makeup but now iam starting to look at myself a little different..i dont look so bad..we took our mom to the doctor today and she turned out good..it was just a check up and he said he didnt want to see her again for 4 months..and he was very pleased to see me in the hose..this has been a long time coming and i am so glad it came..its a whole change of life..i think my life is just beginning to change for the better..and i think its about time i did something..lol ..

we watched a western tonight that reminded me of my friend and i ..it was called the wild and the innocent..can you guess which one iam..lol but sandra dee was the innocent and audie murphy was the wild one..it was really good, and one we hadnt seen before which is really something..it defenitely reminded me of how my friend always is ..and how i end up being..it was cute..the brown eyes always gets the guy..lol

iam a night owl if you havent already figured it out..i get up in the morning but iam never awake til nightime..it just isnt in me to be awake at 7am..i was born at 506 pm and so i can get used to anything but iam a night person..when i went to work tonight, i had only had 1120 calories and didnt even touch a snocone..iam getting so used to not touching the snocones that i dont think i will even be bothered now..but when i went home i was starving and had to eat something..so i ended up with i think about 400 calories more..so i had a total of 1500 calories today..i guess its not too bad..but i cant seem to lose the pounds..i know i am losing the inches because i can sit in the chairs now..at different places..we went to the doctors today and i was able to get into the chair without hurting my sides..i couldnt believe it..i had never done that before..i know i will be able to fit into the chairs in the fall..isnt that just a cool feeling..well i will wait to do my photoshow and my most embarrassing moment..i will do that tomorrow..i need to find the pictures..i want to put a bunch of pictures together with the music of my years and show you who iam..its one of the rules for the blog awards..but i think it will be fun..

i better go to bed though..its later now than it was last night..at least i dont have to get up at 7am in the morning..so have a great mothers day..
GOD BLESS YOU ALL
KELLI

not quite the snocone day..

these are all pictures from today and alot are family..but it was fun..


well today was the grand opening for our snocone stand..not quite the opening we wanted but you cant always get the weather you want all the time..it didnt rain but was cloudy enough to keep it really cool ..which i love, but not for this..i work for my uncle bob in the summer and have for around 15 years or so..iam the snoconegirl..and now the snoconelady..lol its really alot of fun and i get to meet some very intersting people sometimes..

but today they just didnt make it out to see us..we had hot dogs and pop and popcorn and cotton candy ..and of course snocones...and we had a handful of people.it was kinda disappointing but life goes on..we will have another day on monday..i am so sore from all the walking and getting in and out of the stand with these castes..i can barely move..i hurt all over..i did so well today..i was very pleased..i didnt have one not even one snocone..yea!usually if i have one i will have another and another and keep going..but i didnt have one..i didnt have anything else either..i had one hotdog because i had to eat something..so i had a hotdog on a bun with mustard..that was it..we have burger king next door and last summer they got to know me by my first name..not this summer..they may not know me at all..

the other girls were going over there and getting stuff and they asked me if i wanted anything and i said no thank you..how nice to say those words and mean it..
it was a fun day..iam usually ready to start working about this time and this summer is no different..well it is because i am focused on this weight ..so this will be a challenge for me..one i know i can handle..
my whole day has been working pretty much ..i didnt get to walk like i normally do but i will tomorrow..i get tomorrow off and i think i need it..but actually we are closed on sundays which is nice..

i ended up with 1500 calories because of the stuff i ate afterwards..i was hungry but not 800 calories hungry..iam learning and this is like i said a challenge for me..
i hope you all have a great sunday..i better get into bed if i am going to make it to church..so goodnight all
GOD BLESS YOU ALL
KELLI