Wednesday, July 14, 2010
im gettin there.
here iam today drinking my water..drink drink drink..
i have had a pretty good day today..its been hot and still is..i still didnt do my walking tonight but i will try and do some tomorrow evening..its just super hot around here..right now its almost 11 and its still almost 90..so its hot..i am drinking the water..and thats not too hard for me now..im on 6 glasses right now and will get to 9 before bed...i drank 9 last night and am not doing bad there..
i feel okay right now..i know im always going to have some sorta struggle with my life and my weight and my emotions..i just have to accept that im getting older and being older means different things for women than it does for men.im not a young girl anymore..so losing weight is going to take its own time and my emotions will be the same..i will always be an emotional woman and probably have crying spells for no reason even when im happy..its just me..
i guess i just have to relax and let the weight come off and do what i need to do everyday and keep going whether i feel like it or not..i have to keep having faith that God is always going to be with me and provide for me whether i can provide for me ..i know He is ..im just always worried about my finances and i just need to leave it to God and let Him do it..i am trying to enjoy the day and i really appreciate all the readers i have on here..i was overwhelmed today looking at the count of people ..that was amazing..
well i did do well with my calories and i am drinking my water ..walking is the next thing i need to do again..i worked today at the snocone stand and drank my water instead..im surrounded by 40 flavors of snocones and could have any amount i want for free..but i try to keep it to 2 or less and make it a very small one especially if i havent gotten to eat much..but its something im around this all day and im drinking water..whoohoo..something is right here..
have a good night.