okay life gets busy sometimes..

well the pretty flower is one of the flowers we have around our house..and the pictures are of my nephew sean whom most of you know..well our company was his dad..it was a nice visit and we all got to meet him this time..he was very nice and everyone enjoyed it..this is my sister and her son and his dad..pretty cool..

well i know i havent blogged for two days now..this is friday night and i guess the last time i blogged it was wednesday..maybe tuesday night late..anyway this has been an extremely busy week..we had company last night for a while and we had to clean up the house besides me going to work and running around like i was a chicken with its head cut off...iam always busy it seems like, and sometimes even late at night i dont have enough time to get on the computer..

but yesterday was a good day, we got the house cleaned and then the bills got paid and we went and sat down for an hour..i dont have to work the day shift anymore so my life is back to normal about that..but we went to charlies chicken and had meatloaf and i ended up having salad without dressing which is just lettuce..but its good..i really like it..and i dont have to worry about an extra 100 calories that way..anyway i went to work and didnt have anything at work..just water..i have really been doing well on this water kick...and i really hope its not just a kick but a whole change for me ..i never used to drink water at all and now i dont drink anything else but water and not flavored water ..the real thing..good ole fashioned water..its good for you and its the key..you put water and exercise and 1300 calories together everyday and you will lose weight..i guarantee it..its the key to the whole thing..

i now weigh 301 and its because of the water..i drink it all the time and really if i drank diet coke instead, look at how much sodium i would be putting into my system..i drink all the time..it used to be dr.pepper..then it was dt.pepsi now its water..i hadnt walked in a couple of days simply because i have been so busy that i didnt have the time to go out in the 100 degree heat to do it..it is so hot here i cant stand it..but tonight i did walk, and i walked faster than normal i guess..i didnt feel like it was but it must have been..i walked a mile and a third in 30 minutes..i used to walk a mile in 30 minutes so iam getting faster now..i like that..lol

i walked after 10 tonight..its the only time it feels good enough to walk..i have been doing okay on my calories..i had around 1350 tonight, and last night i know i was somewhere around 1500 ..with the company comes good cookies and they are caloried..i had 2 last night before i knew the calories..each cookie has 80 calories..how awful..so tonight i had 1 ..but i bought some wheat thins which are my favorite and i am having a bit of a problem keeping them away from me..

iam also an emotional girl right now..i dont know why but every now and then i just cry..no reason i just cry and tonight and last night were both times i cried..i think my age is getting to me now..iam going to be 42 in a few days and i dont have my own family or my own home, or a husband ..and i just feel sad..like its never going to work out for me to do anything..i have a wedding gown i bought a couple of years ago when i thought i was getting married and now i am getting ready to sell it and its never been used..i guess i am just tired..but i have done okay with the calories and very good with the water and back on track with the walking..so i am still doing it..hope you all have a good weekend..goodnight..
GOD BLESS YOU ALL
KELLI