Thursday, April 8, 2010
a cold blustery day..what happened to spring?
these are some of my favorite pictures..
i woke up today trying to push myself out of my chair to get up..i had been awake off and on two or three times but was not feeling good with the little house guest around..hehe..but i made it up and got dressed and went to feed the cats and it was cold..winter had come back..oh my how cold it was today..i was so disappointed..i wanted to walk and do my exercises outside..
my sister went ahead and went outside and did her walking ..she ended up walking 2 1/2 miles today in the cold weather..she is going..i did go out but i went out this evening when it was even colder than this afternoon..smart huh..but i didnt have time this afternoon..i guess i can always find an excuse to not walk..but i really love walking..just not in the cold..so we did our things and came home and i didnt want to go out..i just wanted to lay on my mammas bed..i miss my bed..i sleep in the recliner for my legs and my sleep apnea..i do miss my bed..i miss laying down on it and getting on my stomach ..i dont miss not being able to breathe though...so i guess for awhile i will be in my chair..its just not the same..i keep wondering what i will do if i ever get married..i suppose i would have to sleep in the bed and just make sure i wear the cpap all the time..maybe i will be thin by then..cause believe me i have no intentions of getting married right now..not even any men to choose from...maybe one day..
i did go out and walk the plank as we call it around here..i walked for 40 minutes and didnt really feel the burn today..yesterday i felt it but today it wasnt in me..i came in and was with my mom while my sister went out again ..she is really hooked and iam glad..iam too but today that visitor made me feel bad..
i tried to do exercises in here in my room tonight..i did something that i will never do again..i got into my floor..i dont know how i got into the floor and it was super hard trying to get up..never again..i hurt my legs all over doing this..i wanted to do some situps and i tried but i just couldnt do it right..i hurt my knees getting on the floor though and wont be trying it again..i cant anyway, next monday i get my legs wrapped..iam so glad..i will finally get the fluid out of my legs and actually lose some weight at the same time..wont that be fun..whoohoo!
so tonight my exercising kinda dragged today, but i was good with the calories..i still dont understand much on how to know how many calories i have burned and how much weight i will lose burning so many calories..i mean i eat 1300 to 1400 everyday..no more than that..will i lose weight just eating that amount..? i would love to lose more than 2 pounds a week..i want to be down to 130 by dec. of 2011 when i graduate with my bachelors..i would absolutely love that..well i better go to bed..i have some more things to do tomorrow..have a good night..
GOD BLESS YOU ALL